Veterans and Activists of "Operation Recovery" Speak on Military Trauma

I am completely familiar with these scenarios. I have had two tours, one in Afghanistan and one in Iraq. I am suffering from PTSD and major depression. I was headed out to my third deployment and started experienceing even more problems during pre-deployment training. I made this known to my commander at the time and all he did was make fun of the suicide prevention class and dismiss my complaints. I have since then been charged with an article 15 for disrespecting this same officer and for drunkeness when I am on trazadone that i took on the night of the alleged charges. The next command that i was transferred to; because i was not allowed to Refrad and return to my home station for treatment; harrassed me even more and did not want to hear what i had to say in my defense. I'm currently waiting to get court-martialed for these same offenses.
I recieved word today that I will be allowed to go off post to receive the treatment services that are not offered here, I have been assigned to post since April of this year. I have had to in-patient stays in the local community, one sucide attempt that I did not disclose and I was stopped by a very good friend. My medication is finally starting to help. I went from one medication in April to five different medications to get me stable enough to deal with day-to-day life.
The Commanders are where the problems are, they have too much control over what a medical professional recommends. If I would have gotten treatment in April as recommended by the Behavorial Health professional then I would not have gone through and still am going through.